Self-destruction

 From The Feels The Moon & My Soul

Self-destruction

I had my heart broken

the same way I broke hearts.

I manipulated myself

the same way I let myself be used.

I sat and waited

for the universe to align me

perfectly with the one.

I passed up some

for the wrong ones

I wrecked some

for the broken ones

I wanted to prove my love,

I wanted to be loved

truly, madly, deeply

I couldn't grasp

I was the broken one

and my path of destruction

brought me closer

to the shattered ones.