Not mad

 "are you mad?"

no. actually, i'm not. but i am disappointed because

i defended your name so many times when you

weren't even around. people told me things about

you, but i chose to believe in you. i told them

you're not like that. i stood by you. i trusted you.

but in the end, you made me look like a joke. like a

fool who had no idea what was really going on.

you talked behind my back. you shared things

i only said because i thought you were someone

safe. you made others laugh at the things that hurt

me. what hurts even more is that i never did the

same to you. so no, i'm not mad. i'm just tired.

tired of being there for people who wouldn't do the

same for me.