Amazing dream

This dream wasn't really about you, but you were mentioned in it. I just want to record it for some reason.

I had a dream that I heard that R died of a heart attack because of all the pressure he is under. I felt really bad for his boys and for some reason I happened to be at the place where his casket was which was really just a box. It was closed at first but then somebody opened it and he was curled up sideways in a fetal position. I felt really bad for him and his boys, but then he started moving around and doing some weird things and then he kind of like woke up. Everybody was so happy and there was a line of people hugging him, etc. I felt like I had to be in that line too. Before I got in the line I remember thinking or telling someone, "I wish that could have happened for/to Hayden." 

When I got to him in the line I gave him a huge hug and promised him that I would help him/be there for him even though I know I was still married in my dream. I made a plan to sneak him some dinner at some point. I went back to some potluck/banquet thing that my Dad and Lisa were at and everybody was of course talking about what had happened to R. For the dinner I was going to sneak him, it was going to be something that I made, not anything from the potluck/banquet I was at.(Now that I am writing it down, it doesn't seem as amazing, but it felt amazing in the dream.)

I remember before I went to bed that I was questioning my feelings about him because how could I like someone who I didn't know was a believer or not. That was probably what prompted the dream but it made me feel like God was trying to tell me something like that R was a believer or that he could be, like he was given a second chance or was born again by coming back to life that way. I don't know. I feel kind of weird writing this down here, but I don't know where else to write it down. I had a thought when I first woke up that maybe I should text R and tell him to make sure he takes things easy as a warning or something, but I've dreamt of other people dying and they haven't, plus it would probably be super weird and I think he's trying to keep his distance from me as it is.

Anyway, there it is. Love you sweet boy!

(Conclusion: I am going to keep liking him and praying for him.)