In one of the books I am reading that I checked out from Ele's Place, (it's called "On Grief and Grieving") there was an exercise to write a letter to your loved one (handwrite) with your right hand and then use your left hand to get an "answer" back. Some people experienced answers that could only have been received from their loved ones, one even going so far as to her deceased son telling her she was going to have multiple babies, and she found out later that she was pregnant with twins. It explained away about how the mom might have known subconsciously that she was pregnant with twins to say that it might not have been a communication from her deceased son, but the main thing that it offered was comfort. I'm ok with believing that you could send me messages.
I don't handwrite you letters, I type them (you know that), but I felt this a little bit when I was writing the post about Disney and the thought "popped" into my head about the little fight we had and how you were sorry. Also, the thought about how we wouldn't have been there at Disney if it weren't for me and my efforts (and God! Tell Him I'm sorry I always add Him as an afterthought!)
I don't know if I will do the handwriting thing, but it keeps my mind open to thoughts/messages from you. What a lovely thought! With that said, talk to me baby!
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