Miss her

 From The Heart Speaks

You're going to look at her, and that from a distance...and suddenly, you're going to see how f***ing bright she lights up the entire midnight sky. You're going to wish you had breathed her in, that the scales that blinded you had fallen off of your eyes a little bit sooner; that you had held her tighter than all the troubles that had the power to grow the two of you stronger. You're going to see her in all of her glory; you're going to see her strength of heart and the way she carries tenderness to the skies, and you're going to miss her. You're just going to have to f***ing miss her.

(Side comment-sorry for swear words and the semi-colon usage is annoying)